Soooo, today I really have something obstructing my thought process, something I thought I wouldn't have to worry about anymore, something that really hurts my feelings...
As you know I'm working as a Pharmacy Technician right now...not something that I love doing but it gives me something to do and makes a little money...I've been working this job since mid November...and I'm still not great at quite a few things...like insurance, typing prescriptions, handling phone call situations...I still have lots of questions...I'M LEARNING...
It's not grading papers, entering grades into STI, writing lesson plans, handling discipline problems, running the SMART Board...things I can do..things I went to school for..things I love...
A little over a month ago...the day before my miscarriage actually...I went to my boss with a problem...the problem was that a particular co-worker, the one that I thought would never be mean to me, had not been mean to me once but she had been mean to me twice...she was haughty and just down right rude...simply because I ask questions and they apparently agitate her...Sorry
Friday I started getting attitude ONCE AGAIN...I guess she feels like my miscarriage was long enough ago that she can start being mean to me again....because when I returned to work after two weeks of being off...she was very nice and I decided to let it go...WHY?...because that's the way that I am...
I'm sorry I asked you if you knew a phone number off the top of your head for a nice lady on the phone...You did!
I'm sorry I had questions about the prescription I was typing...you knew the answer!
Like I said, I don't love my job but I don't want to dread coming to it everytime I have to work with you...
I've thought and thought about calling my boss all day today and talking to her about this problem but then I feel like I'm 5 years old and tattling...
I don't want to quit my job...I like the people I work with and I'm so very greatful to have a job right now...
Not being able to find a job in my field or a job period...had caused a form of depression...it wasn't like I was nonfunctional or anything like that but I was moody and to be honest with you I didn't really know what was wrong with me...
Then I found a job...something to get me out of the house...something to feel like I was a productive memeber of society again...and something to contribute...
We would be fine if I didn't have this job...but we would have to watch or expenditures to a T and to be honest with you...I WOULDN'T BE FINE...I need this job for me...
For the record I'm deleting you off of my facebook...because you are not my friend you are just MEAN...
Home Sweet Home! by The Pioneer Woman
5 years ago
and here's a song for her!
ReplyDelete(p.s. I hate meanies!)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RKwWq4mnaiw
I LOVE YOU NATALIE!!! :)
ReplyDeleteGirl, I've been in those shoes, you are doing the right thing by throwin' 'em out! Sometimes you just have to make YOURSELF happy! ;)
ReplyDeleteYeppers!!! :)
ReplyDeleteI hear you! And if its who I think you're talking about I 100% agree...you don't see it coming and then she's just a witch. Hang in there girl, you're getting it, and you're right, this isn't what you went to school for, and that makes it harder. I understand the feeling of finding a job just to contribute, but you don't get to do what you love. Let's try to hang out and commiserate someday soon. :)
ReplyDeleteI'm sure it's who you think I'm talking about three other people that work back there with us have privately told me since I posted this that she has been the same way to them...Yes, we must get together soon!!! I wish the sun would shine so we could go to Grafton and sit outside at the Winery...Thanks for telling me about that new store...I can't wait until my sign comes in!!! :)
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